Nourishing Love ♥

Chapter 109: Importance

i know i'm not perfect
i have my own flaws
i know i own a lot of them

you appear in my life
when i go through my darkest time
you held me up high
when i fall down hard and deep

i'm grateful God had bring you in
i'm thankful God put you in my life
but i'm not that good

i'm afraid of a lot of things
i'm a negative person

I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU
WHEN YOU'RE NOT EVEN MINE

i do look like i have a lot of self confident at times
but in truth, i'm scare of tons of stuffs
just that i never wanted to show

i do look cheerful and happy at times
but in truth, i'm not as happy as i'm seen
just that i hid it in the deepest of my heart

cause i can't bear the lost of you
if you ever find out all my flaws
i might look real
but i'm real and surreal at the time

you look so close to grab
yet so far to hold

i had given you the power to turn my world around
i had given you my heart and the permission to break it

you have the power to get me overwhelm
you have the power to get me disappointed

i am still grateful that you're here
i am still thankful that you're real
you're not just a dream

you're not the fantasy i have all along
and break at the very moment i open up my eyes

i have never wanted something so much
that it would take my breath away
i have never scare of losing something so much
that i fear it would be a forever goodbye

the moment i set my eyes on you,
i knew this was not gonna be easy.

the moment my tears start to fall,
i understand how much you mean to me.