Nourishing Love ♥

Chapter 83: Fear

i'm not prepared actually

i'm not planning to confess

i'm planning to talk

face to face with you

things wouldn't be solved if

i keep on ignoring it and

you keep on pushing it away

all i want is a confirmation

i don't want my time to be wasted

anymore

i've already like you for 4 years

but i don't mind and i don't wanna count

you never tell me anything

you never say anything

you told me before that i might have 80% chance

but that sounds like a joke

i never spit it out because i want to live on

in my own dream

now i realize

dreams are meant to be when you're sleeping

if i wake up, the dreams will just go 'poof'

that's what hurts me the most

if you are really sure about yourself

then just look into my eyes and tell me

that i really have a chance in being with you

i can wait until you finish your big test

and my big exam

but the main point is

is my wait worth or not?

if it's not

then tell me a very good reason

why should i continue like an idiot?

i have my own pride too

i'm a girl but chasing a guy who doesn't likes me

i'm a girl but now i'm chasing for my own happiness

and my happiness is you

it's the fourth year now

the longest crush i'd ever had

like seriously

i hope you would agree with the meet up

i hope you would talk to me face to face

i hope you wouldn't avoid me

i hope after the talk, we're still friends

i'll love you forever in my heart, until 1 day you say you don't anymore