Nourishing Love ♥

Chapter 82: Missing Weeks

it's the second week now

and i'm thinking a hell lot about you

on the first week

and now, the second

what if we don't get to be together?

what if you really don't have the feelings for me?

what if in the end, you break me?

what if...

there's just too many what ifs' in my mind

and i can't help myself to break them

they're too strong

i'm starting to imagine things

i'm starting to picture how would it be like

if i'm being with you

we would walk on the beach holding hands

we would have dinner outside every anniversary

we would cook together on usual days

i would wash your clothes everyday

i would prepare dinner for you before you reach home and keep them warm

i would calm you down when you're stress

you would kiss me before you go for work

you would help me wash the dishes after dinner

you would hug me to sleep every night

everything i picture out

will vanish at the moment

i open up my eyes

i wouldn't cry

but i smile

and started to laugh

laugh myself for being stupid

how i wish i didn't make a fool of myself

when i close my eyes and pictures everything

am i just being afraid?

no, it's more than just scare

cause i'm trembling in fear

of losing you

would we have a chance to do what i have just pictured out?