"Make a wish when ferris wheel reaches the top.
That is the closest distance to God. ♥ "
Chapter 79: Everything Crushes Me
i cried
feel pain
crushes me

so what?

you wouldn't even care right?

you last minute cancel the date again
with a bunch of your friends going

i know this time is not your fault
i know i understand
but when i said i cried
can you just give me some comfort?

i really need them form you!
not anyone else,
you!

sometimes my friends told me that
you actually like me
i don't know should i believe or no

because from the things you do,
i can't feel the liking feeling even exist!

don't lie to me
cause i can't bear the pain
don't make fun of me
cause i can't take the joke

everything you said
everything you do
i take them seriously

because i want you to feel that
i really like you
i really do

it's not like i don't have faith in you
i don't have faith in myself for
making you fall in love with me

i'm not a pearl
i'm not a diamond
i'm not a gold

so tell me,
how many guys would truly
fall in love with such a normal girl?
like..me

i don't get attentions from others
i'm not the person who stands with spotlights surrounding









a little tiny girl who wished to have her true love
appear and save her from this life of hers

but the little girl's wish is not granted

whether past or now
the girl's now just hope that in the future
she'll really met her true love

her one and only





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Jocelyn is the Name :D.
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I stalk HOT, HANDSOME GUYS ! ♥
I CAMWHORE ! ♥
I love myself and baby and bitch ♥
BL is my ADDICTION ! ♥
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我是平凡中的非凡,所以不要低估我.. ♥
I'm the extraordinary of the ordinaries, never underestimate me.. ♥


the pouring of loves ♥


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Bit by Bit

♥ meine Liebe ♥


Addictions, ♥

junjou bl's ♥


Desires, ♥

Did i just hear cheese and candies ?

1.to slim down (i'm F-A-T !!)
2.As' As' As' !!
3.more & more cash !!
4.A JOB !
5.a laptop
6.more freedom
7.a hair perm
8.my own camera
9.UniFi !!
10.a happily ever after (on the way ♥)

STALKING GAME, ♥

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