Nourishing Love ♥

Chapter 76: Silent Night

wind blew through my opened windows

and the fresh breeze surrounding my room

i can hear the voice of the blowing breeze

and a little bit of thunder outside the world

i'm blogging in my room secretly

just to not let my mom finds me out

typing the keyboard silently

although there's still a small tapping sound

which that are can't be avoided

the fan is spinning

the light is still on

parents are sound asleep

and so are my little brother

there's books on the floor

and some little papers too

there's comics and some discs

arranged neatly in the bookshelves

my phone is beside me

but it never rang

someone forgot

to send me a message or give me a call

my house phone rang

but it always looks for my brother

not me

i always call

to talk to you

i always send messages

to keep in touch with you

i always leave my phone on beside me

no matter how much the radiation

would kill my cells

but i know you'll keep your phone off

just for you to sleep soundly

just for you to stop others to disturb you

just for you to keep distance away from others..and me

tonight

the air is cold

the breeze is cool

and so is my heart

P.S: copyrighted by Jocelyn. never knew i could write out something like this. but it's true. :)

P.P.S: i really do miss you now. but i know i can't call.

i'm alone with the night

frustrated and confused