Nourishing Love ♥

Chapter 42: Bittersweet.

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i feel so 'bitter'
so-called 'bitter'

it feels like i'm ruining my own love life
whut? AGAIN!?
imma die you know

maybe i put too much hope on him?
maybe i push him too much?
or is it because.... well, something

i dont know
i just feel insucure
although we talked about it rounds and rounds
i still cant feel the seriousness inside you
or outside too

it feels so bitter
as my heart aches through these all
thorns are covering my heart and
the pain is killing me

no one would suffer what i had gone through
not even you

thanks to my hubby(if you know who i mean) lots
she bought me 2 cupcakes yesterday
to cheer me up after what happened

here are some pics =)

cupcakeChic and she say it's expensive 0.0

another angle =)

where is the cupcakes you might ask
they're in my tummy!

i ate them so no pics for this
no wait a sec.. =)

this is called fatal attraction
and yeah! i found it on9. muahaha. i'm smart

and this is cookies 'n cream
cookies are my favorite and cream is my addiction
so my madwoman remember

haha.
thanks a lot for buying me sweets and cheer me up
i feel sugar and weight inside me

hey, i really do gain a few weights i think
your prediction is.... fake! LOL
kakaka. i dont feel fat after eating them

boo~ you lose
i feel so little kid now
lalala, i want my mommy!!! *cries and runaway*

1 last funny pic to end this bittersweet post
bitter + sweet = bittersweet
hey, my math improves! woo~ LOL

i actually want to throw it out 1
but the wind blow and it got stuck

i took this at school on ?? day
i forgot. i got short-term memory 1
dont blame me. =3=

by the way
went out with madwoman today
for a dance practice for church bla stuff
i'm one of the dancer *looks away*

after the practice we went yum cha
and when finish paying
because she order a plate of curry chicken
it cost her rm7.30 overall with the rice and drinks

then she suddenly pop-ed out something
"早知就不叫鸡"
to those who know cantonese read in that language

and i... laugh of course!!
she still speak so loudly!!
wahahahahahahahaha. laugh till my lungs out.

sharon, you should improve your cantonese larr
if not next time i'll really laugh my lungs out.
haha. tears are rolling.

so after the end of this post
i hope everything will get better

and i hope you and me will change
into a better half for each other

time for pasar malam! ciao~

today my blog so colourful nia~

ihopeyoullunderstandwhatimsufferingnow

evenafterallthatistillloveyouandwechangetogether

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