i've been rejected.
that was last Sat.
i asked him to call me.

and we talked.
abt lotz of things.
and i confessed.

he rejected me in a nice way.
i did not put the blame on him.
instead i put the blame on me.

i just..
it's kinda hard to accept.
but i still accepted it.

pain deep in my heart.

but after a big cry
i already let him go.

he flew away with the big strong wind.

i'm glad.
that he's gone.
he's out of my life.
and i walked out from his life.

both our memories
were meant to stop.
both our relationship
were meant to stay the same.

a new beginning.

my real life had started.

and i know it will be good.
and always will i have only nice weather.

i know some1 better will walk into my life.
and we'll walk till the end of our time.






it's a silent night.
i'm not crying under the blanket anymore.
i'm sure.
there'll be a person's shoulder
who's willing to let me lean on.








-hooray for me-