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Chapter 1: Worst Day
yesterday were so like a DREAM.
and today were so like a NIGHTMARE.


yesterday, just like what my ne-chan said,
we went MidValley.
and 12 something, my HIM came.
and we walked together.

i really hope that time would stop,
at the very moment we stick together.
but i know this wish is hopeless.
because time wouldn't stop.

i thought if i have this as a memory,
i would be satisfy enough.
but no.

i really want to know about him.
more about him.

and my ne-chan told me that he looked at me many times.
when we're window shopping-ing.
and when i'm playing taiko,
he looked at me from behind.

i thought i can almost died.

but today.
i got a worst news from my ne-chan.

she called.
and we chat of course.
suddenly, she ask me a bunch of questions.
which she never mention before.

so no choice,
i answer each and every of them.
i thought it was just a quiz.

but in the end,
she told me that the questions she asked just now,
is what my HIM did yesterday when we were out at MidValley.

1st, i was shocked.
2nd, my vision became blurred.

so, the conclusion is,
i cried.

i try to hide it from ne-chan but
she discover it.
and she said it's nothing.
maybe my HIM is just acting strangely.

but the heart is still aching.
and the times go,
the pain is getting more and more worst.

so finally,
i told her to hang up.
and me?
hide myself in the bedroom.

cried for almost an hour.
or maybe more than an hour.

after i hung up with her,
i called my HIM.i told him that i cried.

i thought maybe.
even just a litte,
he would be concerned about me.
but i'm always wrong.

I'M NEVER CORRECT!

he just replied 'ohh'.
then end of story.
he said he was playing game.
so means i'm bothering him lo.

and so,
i hang up the phone.

i never thought he would change this much,
in just one day.

yesterday were still like a dream to me.





well, maybe it really was just a DREAM.





and my love is everlasting.



and maybe.
i should start saying goodbyes.
to this everlasting love of mine,
which is just specially developed for HIM



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